hey kiddies =) this week was verry good. um except for yesterday morning. fucking bomb threat that cp. lol yeh guys! a bomb threat! it was in the morning, so they wouldn't let anyone in school until after 8:45 or someshit. youth starts today.. gon be boring buh whatever. um yea. thas bout it. byee

 

1002 @ 10:51pm hey guys. i'm at raina's again! for the loongest time! so yea the days have been pretty god. i don't wanna do it. i can't do it. i can't risk it again.. so yea hadda let it out. and um.. today i had vball practice; away game at bayonne on monday. after practice went to jessi's vball game. they won =) yaaaay!! OH-EM-GEE! it's already OCTOBER!! y'all know what that means??!?!!! my birthday is coming! october 11 bitches! haa, sorry for jumping from one subject to another. hmm.. I REMINISCED TODAY! i wanted to cry sooooo badly  i miss you guys sooo fucking much! shit... i knew that we weren't close after y'all graduated.. but i mean.. come on.. it feels like we're avoiding each other or something.. or "alway busy" or "can't.. sorry..." damnit. sigh. whatever.

hey bitches =) madd long since i bin on the comp. soo its time for a reecap. then, finally, to vent.

0919 - happy bday uncle munding! woke up at 10? had breakfast. showerd. went to church. went to old navy on 440 to buy uncle munding's gift. then off to kellogs. madd food = madd full. sleepy as hell. went to pick up jessi from harmon cove. went home & did homework.
0920 - happy bday cintron! fun day at cp. forgot what happend tho..
0921 - school. homework. blah.blah.blah. got GAYASS HAIRCUT.
0922 - blah.blah.blah.
0923 - happy birthday jessica, my lovely sister! and kevin! and evan! blah.blah.blah. jessi got a mp3player and it's waaay better than mine  but mine's prettier `;P
0924 - blah.blah.blah. went to newport to get my hair recut. dad was pissing me off; it's normal.

school. it's really really good. i<3CP! not too many complaints, but a few. mr shur is boring (lol they say he sounds like the clear eyes guy.) i get sleepy after spanish I (6th period). my locker's been cooperating. career ed is.. unexplainable? *shrugs* mrs. bryant takes too long in beginning of gym. YO! my CP buds are the coolest! abbi - sandra - arielle - vanessa - kash - mayann - kiim - addison - melissa - joe - maggie - josua - patrycja - devang - brandon - nikki - katherine - lisa - alyra i have soo much fun wit them.

my dad. yeah yeah him again. sometimes he can be the best. he's so funny. i can actually make him laugh (most of the time it's cuz of jessi's stupidity). other times, i just can't fucking stand him. the way he always gets pised for the littlest reasons. road rages, family ish, chores, messes. shit yo. you don't have to tell me  twice, let alone yell at me for it. sometimes i just hate you.

boys. you're all stupid. you don't know how much you hurt us by messing with our heads. us girls are very emotional when it comes to you bcuz we don't know what you want. tell us; we'll see if we can do anything about it (lol). i hate when you lead us on. i hate when you're there; you bring out so many emotions: nervousness, anxiety, love, hate, blahblah. i hate when you talk to us; i love when you talk to us. (cuz we don't know what to say cuz we know we're gonna make fools of ourselves). yeah i know you might feel the same way but whatever. fuck you. eheh..

bianca. lol stfu. i hate myself. i'm such a weirdobitch. i don't know what i want. i'm so confused. i can't make decisions. answering questions frighten me; so does standing in front of a big crowd. i have big feet -_- my hair got short. (duh be, you just got it cut *dummysmack*). i think too much. i daydream a lot. i'm random nowadays. i get pissed easily (because i get it from my dad -_-). i have issues with mathematics. i hate that i can't have everything i want. i get mad when i'm wrong. i think people think of me as a bitch. i have big hands. my family pisses me off soooo much. being without a boyfriend makes me sad&angry.

okay! new layout!

hey people. the first full week of school was pretty good. i remembered my schedule and didnt get caught in too much traffic. i made hella new friends. got homework here and then. by the end of the week, the days seemed to go faster. (o_o already?!) so yea yesterday was katie's "party". lol only jellana, simona, nikki, evelyn, fenanda, sarah and i went, but that's okay cuz it was waaay more fun with just us. we ate, danced, went on the computer, reminicsed, got mad, danced some more, went on the computer some more, talked on the phone, made jokes about people, and katie nikki and fernanda were being gay ! lol THEN me sarah and jella pulled down katie's pants. lmfao shit was hilarious! THEEN katie pulled up sarah's skirt while saying "nah niqqer chiilll!" lmfao omfg fernanda couldnt stop laughing ! oh shit those were one of my favorite memories with the ladies. we all went home around 11:20. yea this morning i woke up at 6:30 cu i hadda get a blood test. x_x it was fucking pouring outside ! lol yo the weird thing whe i get shots or whatever is that i never know it ends lol. cuz my eyes are closed n i'm clutching my fists. and yea. i saw dee's mommy there! they gave my mom and i a ride home. oh yeah: i found out that my tita erelyn's mommy died `=[ i didnt know her too well but.. yea. imma go to tita erelyn's house later today. n yea.. thas bout it. pissout bitches.

** happy birthday emily, jennifer's little sister !

rhythem&blues `=\

happy belated birthday katie! (9/13)

happy birthday daniel! (9/14)